i think the excitement bug has hit! and hey - its friday!!!

Hi there!! Guess what - Im excited!! Bring on the weekend, bring on the drinks and the hens night games and taunts and whatever else they have me up to! I can't wait. the idea of having all my closest girlfriends together at once all for one day and night - just for me, is an incredible idea! I can't wait!! Few more hours after lunch - and they will fly - have so much on at work its crazy. trying to get stuff done and clients keep ringing left right and centre with other things they need - urgent is a funny word... seriously. and then my boss who's on holidays still has emails with files coming through, but have been delegating a bit today - something im getting good at, so i can get through my own work load. ive actually found some use out of the junior who comes in on fridays!!

Anyway enough about work! its almost party time!!

Last night was good. I sooooooooooooooo didnt feel like going for a walk after work, i felt blah and thought, i just can't be stuffed, but i wasn't feeling sick so I wasnt about to start finding excuses and I know from experience that the best way to feel un blah - is to go do something, so i went for a walk for little under an hour, felt shit for the first half then came good and as always glad i did it. then i called around to mums for an hour or so chatted about some wedding stuff and the recovery day at her house and got me a bit more excited. went and snuck another peak at my dress again, have only done it once and its been hanging in their spare room (in a bag obviously) for nearly 3 months!! anyway it got me more excited and then i went home and chappy goes - now what can i do to help with wedding stuff. so we sat on the couch together, watched some telly and tied some things together, bubbles and ribbons and stuff like that for the ceremony and reception!! it was lovely that he wanted to help out! he's also in charge of the cars so its good he's getting involved as it gets closer, which is good considering the organiser of a wife he's about to marry!!

I got a card in the mail yesterday from my friends mother who is terminally ill with cancer, i have written about her on here before. her son is also one of chappys groomsmen. anyway she sent a lovely card with the best present ive every received - it was a page long poem about us, about our wedding and about how special it all is and how special we both are. it was so so kind. when i take it off the pride of place on the mantle piece I will post a copy of it on here, mum also wants the mc to read it out at the wedding which will be very special. some people are amazing, they are going through so much themselves and still they can be so thoughtful and so such special things for others. i was really really touched.

Fake tan, waxing tonight then bridesmaids final fitting! its all coming together and im wrapped. its been a great experience and with two weeks to go - ewwww (that does sound exciting!!) im going to soak up every second of the next two weeks because i know it will come and go as quickly as everything else does these days!! so im prepared! but the best thing is the marraige lasts forever!!

Food was great yesterday and my ww chicken risotto for tea was sensational. haven't thought about tea tonight yet, might do home made hamburgers..hmmm not sure.. see what the boss says!! and homemade chicken and salad roll for lunch today! Yummo.

Anyway I look forward to checking in monday with some good news and some great photos! have a good weekend all of you, stay safe, be good and remember how far you have come in what ever journey your on!

take care xx