THE HAPPIEST IVE EVER BEEN

Hello there!

I just thought id share my day with you since its a friday and im hangin out for lunch..

I have been listening through a few songs today that we were thinking of having for the wedding, and they just made me ponder a few things. I dont think that I have ever been this happy. Like really happy, for no reason in particular, im just so happy with life! I have never been so in love, and i know that that gets more and more every day. I am so excited about so many things.

I am so excited about getting married next year, but not just the weddding itself, dont get me wrong though thats very very exciting, but im so so so terribly excited about the marraige that comes after that! I know it wont be too much different to what we have now, Its just very exciting to think about the future especially when your sharing it with someone who excuse me but has to be one of the most wonderful caring and special people on this earth. I havent met many like it anyway!! So thats very exciting.. Who knows i might just be bias but i think hes pretty wonderful. And the thought of having a family and a life together is an incredible feeling.

I also accredit a lot of my 'love of life and feeling great' to my weight loss journey. I have found myself again and to be honest im loving it. I used to be so down and depressed numerous days in the week and now i dont remember the last time (and i try not to anyway) that i felt like that!!! feeling great is helping me enjoy every day things, work, and taking care of my house and myself more importantly! I never thought i could feel like this and im only three quarters of the way through, imagine how great im going to feel by christmas.

And im still doing everything socially that iw as before, its not like i had to cut that part of my life out or down, ive just changed healthier habbits. and thats the secret i think! I love spending time with my family and friends so much its all very exciting... see how i said i get excited about little things.

I will have to read this post if im every having a dull day i think!! just to put things back in perspective!

Some highlights coming up in my life - this weekend, chappy and i are going away - barooga, our engagement present from footy club friends, will fill you in.

Grandfinals, always a very festive time with friends, our leagues then the AFL will both be fun weekends!!

THE NETBALL TRIP - always a year highlight, but last year i became quite depressed on the trip, no one else that went would know otherwise, but i was crying myself to sleep, i was probably at my heaviest then and just hated myself everytime i seen myself in a window or mirror, and we walked quite a bit and i felt useless and out of breath the whole time the eating and drinking didnt help but it was horrible, this year im going to be light as a bird so to speak, im really looking forward to enjoying everything out of the weekend!

And then rolls on christmas really.. the year is flying, but so am I!!!

Anyway time for some lunch, Ill check in after the weekend, Thank god its friday!

Thanks for listening! xx - im going to try and get some photos up this arvo xx