Friday ARVO! Where did the week go!!

I cant get over how quick this week has flown, along with the rest of them. Can someone explain to me how this weekend is APRIL!! Its mad! Im soooooo looking forward to this weekend more than others where we have such fun social things to do!! This weekend we are staying home!!!!!!!!!! hooray! seriously, if youve been reading my blog you would know how much ive been craving this!! Tonight ive got work (cleaning) for a couple of hours, chappy is making us fish burgers for tea, yum! and then tomorrow we have netball - prac match so that will be a good work out! and then heading home in the arvo for a quiet one in, and its both of us, pitta pizza and a dvd, im thinking borat - or the departed if we feel like concerntrating. Might even throw a spa and mud mask in there too! this all sounds very good for my PMS weekend doesnt it!! Sunday im going to do a big work out then we head to benalla for footy and netball, our side doesnt play this week but the boys and our b grade side are so im spectating. and then we're having yummy home made baked spuds for tea! yum! wise choices for toppings of course!! so im out of the house enough not to graze but in the house enough to relax and no alcohol!! i bought a case of wine a few weeks back and from all the weddings (paid for) weve had i havent even opened a bottel yet. but ill get the chance to do that next weekend, dont you worry about that! im starting to get very excited and nervous about the dress shop still, gosh its come around quick, the whole thing has flown! ill be saying the same thing after the honeymoon, and after the first kid and etc etc im sure! makes me aware that i have to make the most of every day, every second though which im greatful for!

Anyway enough rambling and back to work for an hour! Have a great weekend and keep on track of things, stick to your plans and i look forward to some more impressive results next week! none of us are gaining every week so that means we are getting somewhere girls, even with our hectic lifestyles!! keep it up!!

Friday ARVO! Where did the week go!!

I cant get over how quick this week has flown, along with the rest of them. Can someone explain to me how this weekend is APRIL!! Its mad! Im soooooo looking forward to this weekend more than others where we have such fun social things to do!! This weekend we are staying home!!!!!!!!!! hooray! seriously, if youve been reading my blog you would know how much ive been craving this!! Tonight ive got work (cleaning) for a couple of hours, chappy is making us fish burgers for tea, yum! and then tomorrow we have netball - prac match so that will be a good work out! and then heading home in the arvo for a quiet one in, and its both of us, pitta pizza and a dvd, im thinking borat - or the departed if we feel like concerntrating. Might even throw a spa and mud mask in there too! this all sounds very good for my PMS weekend doesnt it!! Sunday im going to do a big work out then we head to benalla for footy and netball, our side doesnt play this week but the boys and our b grade side are so im spectating. and then we're having yummy home made baked spuds for tea! yum! wise choices for toppings of course!! so im out of the house enough not to graze but in the house enough to relax and no alcohol!! i bought a case of wine a few weeks back and from all the weddings (paid for) weve had i havent even opened a bottel yet. but ill get the chance to do that next weekend, dont you worry about that! im starting to get very excited and nervous about the dress shop still, gosh its come around quick, the whole thing has flown! ill be saying the same thing after the honeymoon, and after the first kid and etc etc im sure! makes me aware that i have to make the most of every day, every second though which im greatful for!

Anyway enough rambling and back to work for an hour! Have a great weekend and keep on track of things, stick to your plans and i look forward to some more impressive results next week! none of us are gaining every week so that means we are getting somewhere girls, even with our hectic lifestyles!! keep it up!!

Dress shopping!!

I just booked in to go dress shopping! Thursday 12th and Friday 13th - oooh! I just felt so many different emotions, just making the appoinment - im a wally. i was nervous, scared and of course - excited!! ill have to take some photos and share secretly on here with my blog pals! mums excited too!! its 2 weeks from today! So now I HAVE to be back in the 70s.. I think if i continue on with the great week ive had this week, even with some premenstural bloat, ill be nearly there this monday (last weigh in - 81.2) and then ive got the after period weigh in the following week, and ill just have to make extra smart choices that weekend with drinking, and the day after! what better incentive hey!! then its onwards and downwards from there!! nearly time for home! talk soon, xx

Tuesday 27th of March!

Hi guys,

Just a quick post to share a few things... last night chappy and I had a big argument about of all things - money... one thing my mum told me was the biggest reason for arguments is money and to keep things in perspective when you do! last night was one of those nights... bit premenstural this week too i think, so I ended up in tears in the bedroom, and chappy went out - we were going to walk together but he left. i was so sad and nearing the old me - feeling worthless and depressed and was ready to head for the fridge or even just to bed (at 5.30) bed obviously being the better option than the fridge! Anyway with out thinking, i put my trackies and shirt on, still sobbing mind you, chucked my big glasses on to hide my crying eyes and went around the corner to the park, turned the IPOD right up and ran - for 30 minutes straight... and guess what at the end - i felt heaps better, refreshed.. buggered but great and had things in a bit better perspective! so when we both got home we spoke about things - yes speaking not yelling, and resolved the issue...

Another thing i was going to mention in this post - about the huge high i got yesterday from a complete stranger stopping me in the street to tell me how fantastic i look and how much weight i look like i had lost! i was blown away by her honesty and kind heart and it did put a bit of bounce in my step walking back to work! i cant believe i actually accept compliments now too! what a changed woman!

Bit of a carb loading day for the start of the week yesterday so i should have plenty of energy for the rest of the week, toast for breaky, two sandwhiches for lunch and then pasta for tea! so today will be more protein and vegies for tea which im looking forward to after training tonight!

I hope your all having a good start to the week, keep in touch, and keep on track, xxox

A WEDDING AND A LOSS!

Hi all, monday again - gosh it flys. especailly when you spend half your sunday bed ridden - self inflicted sickness! the wedding and 21st were great - i was very very drunk though and very very sick on sunday. I still didnt eat crap and I think that made the difference, I weighed in 700grams less this morning after moderate eating yesterday, mum made us the yummiest pitta pizzas for tea when we finally got home from footy and netball in benalla! i struggled playing big time - and then on the 1 and a half hour drive home our car conked out.. it took about an hour to fix it and then we were off again, what a night for it to happen - i was still very seedy 12 hours later! got home and got stuck into some housework so it wasnt a pigsty for the start of the week and then this morning when i weighed in i was stoked and shocked!! but ill take that loss after my big gain last week! im even more excited about not drinking this weekend now and getting another loss under my belt, possibly back in the 70s... 81.2 this morning. I hope you all had a fantastic weekend, here are some pics from the wedding on the weekend. me and chappy, me the bride and girls from school. and me and some girls from school! it was a lovely marquee wedding!~ have a good start to the week - im having a perfect ww week this week!

12 MONTH ANNIV / & ASHTON

Hello all, I hope you are all having a lovely week. we've been flat out again at work so its going very quick for me. and no rest time at nights so im hanging out for some me time! we have chappys sister tonight then tomorrow night is training again, friday night work, saturday wedding, sat night 21st and sunday footy and netty again! monday night might be it!

today is a very special day - before i forget! today last year - chappy proposed on the beach in noosa, in a little cove where he had a bucket of prawns and champagne organised. my little romantic i know!! - gosh that didnt last long...haha!

On the ww front - Im keeping very positive and focussed even after my gain last week, disapointed - of course that i let my guard down saturday night and sunday but im not going to let it ruin me! Im here for the long run, and if i do the wrong thing - (which is life!) then of course im going to gain, my main aim is to curb little habbits as i go. its a big journey we're on and it is for life, and socialising and drinking is always going to be apart of that for me so its more about how i can do it better rather than not do it at all! so yeh you get that - gains every now and again, and my loss the week before was mammoth and before any food so i understand completely where it came from this week! - and hey thats what its all about isnt it - its the people that do all the right thing and still cant lose the kilos that i pitty, not me who blows it and gains!

Anyway thats my sermen - to myself that is!!!

I hope you enjoyed the new pics, ill keep adding some more as these weddings go on, wedding 2 this weekend in a marquee, which will be lovely, then we have one on brighton beach melbourne in a few weeks and then the wog wedding - yummy food!! the week after, gosh that will be a tester, maybe i wont drink and use my bonus points that week for the yummy courses!

felt so blah after a big bowl of pasta and napolitana sause last night, too big im sorry to say - and i started to get really down - so i stopped myself and said - right, miss white, get off your arse and do something. in the break from the rain, i chucked my trackies a jacket and my runners on and out i went,. an hour in fact and i ran for half of it, zara loved it too! and then i got back, did my weights, sit ups and other little routines i have going at the moment, and felt fantastic! so my advice for when your feeling like that - do the same! it works - it wont happen over night - it happens straight away!!!! haha!

Better get back to it, going for a walk with one of my best friends who is home tonight. she wanted to catch up for lunch or something and i said - why not a walk instead! im broke and cant afford any big lunches with the busy weekends we have on at the moment! Shes such a special friend, and she is very supportive in how far ive come too!

Biggest loser was interesting last night, i liked the newbies. i cant stand courtney though!!! look forward to checking it out again tonight after my walk, im missing it heaps with training at the moment! gosh ive rambled today havnt i - oh and heres a picture of little ashton! 2 weeks today! (the photo was of last week) and chappy has him in the second one - talk about clucky - he's a shocker!! and sarah (bridesmaid) and jake (proud parents in the last pic - i know where did her tummy go five days later!!!) enjoy x

Updated pics from the wedding

Some pics from saturday. first one is me on the right, with hayley and meg from work, meg was also a bridesmaid. the second one is me and chappy being silly! the setting was great on the river and it was a gorgous day! the wine tasted too good and we all ended up quite drunk, this little black duck in particular. i gained this morning but i knew that was coming after the crap we ate yesterday... hang over food is my nemisis. Im getting on top of it already though and i want to be back in the 70s asap. busy busy busy so i better get back to it, have a great week all xx

Have a great weekend guys

Hi just a quicky to wish you all a fun and honest weekend - stay strong, stay focused, and ill try and stick to my own wise advice there with the wedding all day tomorrow and the rest of it on sunday! bout to head off to cleaning now, ill be wrecked by the time i get home late tonight. Lucky ive got a lovely husband to be at home who will have dinner on the table at 9 when i do!

Time to head, this week has FLOWN.. good luck for weigh ins monday and ill be in touch xx

GUESS WHAT

Sorry about the big writing in the last post! computer at home plays up!!

I just realised that ive lost almost 30kilos. I still remember getting to the 20kilo mark, I cant believe im nearly there! I want to thank you all so much for all your support and I look very much forward to keeping in touch once we all reach goals, im sure there will still be PLENTY of ups and downs, and not just on the scale, its all a learning curve, and thats what lifes all about hey! Thanks again and bring on those goals! 4.9 to go for me! and guess what ill be a seventies bride.. im aiming for another couple dropped before i go dress shopping in a month from today - but ill do my best and thats the main thing. I cant believe the dress fitters will be pulling out size 12/14s for me to try on - instead of size 20s! I hope you all have a fantastic day! live like there is no other!

p.s for our wedding we are looking at writing our own vows and ive been looking around for some ideas, if anyone has any that theyd like to share id be very greatful! id change them to suit of course but the more the merrier - have a great day!

HI - FROM THE LAND OF THE SEVENTIES!!!

GUESS WHAT!! IM IN THE SEVENTIES!

My new weight is 79.9! A total loss of 27.5 kilos.. bring on that 30... and thats also only 4.9 off my ww goal!!

I weighed in this morning - after a HUGE night last night. Chappys team won the A grade Cricket grand final and he got man of the match (best on ground) he did so well and i was so proud!!! We had a blinder. huge night. although i didnt snack on anything but fruit, had a roast meat roll for tea and no snacks all night. i also drank vodka and diet coke during the day and chardonnay at night, and lots of water too! so i nearly fell off the scales in shock this morning when i seen that first number starting with a 7 today!!! I felt so bloated and hung over i was even a bit disapointed and thought.. i bet ive gained!! but there you go! it helps that TTOM was last week so im always a bit better off after that! I just have to work my ARSE off this week so that i stay in the seventies even after the wedding this weekend. I think thats a great goal for this week to stay the same or if not less..

So that is my exciting weekend, a premiership and best on ground for chap and a MASSIVE loss for me! Im treating myself to a face mask now before i head and watch my shows, until chappy stumbles home later on some time!!

I hope you all had a great weekend and a long weekend for all the vics.

talk to you during the week xx