2 months later

my gosh, sorry its been so long and that this has to be so quick, still blocked access at work but it was down for a second so i thought id jump on and let you know i am still here just in bits and pieces. its been a crap week to keep you updated though. friends mum passed away on friday. i only seen her the day before, and she gave me a big hug and kiss before i left which was more than normal and i so had something in my head tell me, hold on to this because it could be the last time. and it was. so they are going through such a hard time, im having my moments and outbursts at home and being strong for the ones that matter, and trying to keep things as normal and safe for them all. its such a hard time, but theres so no right or wrong ive learnt that. anyway im currently 77.2 at last weigh in so ive dropped over 2 kilos in the last two weeks that ive been 'back on the wagon' i got to 79 something and went - wooooaw back a bit. and i started to feel sluggish, miserable and moody so i thought right ive got to do something about this. we are also trying for something else at the moment, well for the last few months, i cant even remember if i wrote that on here yet, hush hush though. so i want to be at my best for when we find that out too, get a head start. if i haven't told you guys that yet then thats pretty exciting news! anyway I hope your all well, kicking goals and doing all the right things, love and light to you all!! work is busy, its good though, i love my job so its not too hard. oh i forgot - a month ago i collapsed at work and they think had some kind of epilepsy episode, (fam history) since i have been poked proded, hospitalised afterwards, ECGs EEGS and im heading down to melbourne on the 18th for more of a diagnosis, so i guess thats just something small i forgot to mention!! im fine and normal now, just have had similar things in the past that ive never had checked out so this time we are getting it sorted! Footy and netball have started trainings too, no rest for the wicked and chappys cricket grandfinal is this weekend. anyway thats a quick run down, anymore news and ill letyou know, enjoy your hump day and make the most of every day we have - every one you love and everything you do! lifes short, but its pretty bloody special too! talk soon xx